pills and pills and pills.
digestive system shutdown.
i can hear the shrills
of your senses fading out.
all the words get lost
in a fit of violent coughs.
what are you trying to say?
a little less conscious everyday.
i hope you are doing ok way up in the clouds.
i will be right here waiting if you want to come down.
it's no easier down here, in fact it's worse than before.
i'm just the one who could hang on for a little more.
why do you look so pale?
did you really think i'd let this fail?
what a great tragedy.
(like you had it any worse than me.)
sorry if i do care.
you can never say i wasn't there.
no life isn't fair.
NO LIFE ISN'T FAIR.
i know all there is about despair.
trust me when i say that i've been there.
all this wanting, so exhausting.
i know all there is about falling down.
so long this has happened i have kept inside of me.
the last thing i ever thought i would be was your enemy.
how long before you knew you were living in a lie?
life is hard with problems you've got them.
yeah, well so do i.
all the ones you love (HA HA HA) are all going away.
all the problems you've got (HA HA) you know they're here to stay.
this will make us or it will break us.
this might be great or a big mistake.
all i ask you just see this through.
know i make no promises.